Here’s to my ladies who thought they were the “only one”, but little did you know that you were lined up with a whole bunch of other girls.
He sent you that “goodmorning, babe” type of text, huh? I got it too. He told you he was done playing them games, and shut the others girls aside for you; he told me too. When he said “I love you”; he told me too. When he was asking you to hang out with him; he asked me too. You weren’t the last one he talked to last night either. When you fell asleep, he called me up too. And when he’s running back to you, talking to you like whatever bullshit you two got into before, it’s probably because I cut him off. And when he says he misses you, it’s because he’s lonely because I let him go.
Keep a close eye on who you’re dealing with. You think he’s half of what he says he is? Not even close. Sweet talk is shit talk, and don’t be another girl who fell for it because everything he said to you, he told me too.
Dude sorry, I’m over his shit def. Like completely. Lol, ew.
“The thing about life that I’ve learned is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like you’re alive again. Life just kind of restarts.”—(via raindropsonredroses) (via x3msjill)
So my math teacher still has my phone. What a B. -_- So if you’re tryna reach me do it on aim or call my house phone.
Anyways, hung w/ my set after school today. Then Pawpaw had to go to biglots on the way when he was taking me home. So I decided to drop by Vons to see if Shawnithan was there, he was. I said Hi & gave him a hug & then he said “You’re gonna get me in trouble.” But I didn’t care & gave him another hug. As I was leaving his boss called him into the back… Uh oops. (x
& I saw one of my exes bestfriends from when they went to some Christian elementary working too. That was weird. Haha.
You ask me a question, what’s on my mind? & I tell you it’s nothing, that I feel fine But it’s really you that pours over me Everyday, everyday So don’t go changing your ways Cause you’re perfect, yes it’s true I wanna be everything to you I’m giving you all my love as proof I wanna be everything, and turn our world into something Let me be everything
I was all over the place today. After school me & LaShonda went down to PB to shop for our Ego dance outfits. FINALLY got to put my gum on that gum pole down there. :D Hah, yhat was the highlight of my day. Closet & Pink Zone, you already know. Then up to the shopping center where the Supertarget is for the rest. We still gotta buy gold bamboo earrings & shoes sometime this week. Then LaShonda left, & me & my mama decided to go up to Mira Mesa for food & cake. But after we ate we were too full for cake -_____- So we coulda just ate down in LaJolla somewhere but fuckit. I just bought make up & looked around at FashionSense. Haha, but at least she actually let me drive like all the way home :D
Vanessa & Reggie came down from Murrietta to see me today. (: It was so weird, last night I tried to make a video post on here with mine & Vanessa’s song Stupid Shit by Girlicious & wrote about how much I missed her. But then it didn’t work, & then like RIGHT AFTER she called me saying she was gonna come down today for me. Bestfriend telepathy or what? Haha. She got to my house at like 2 something & we went to Seaport Village & cruised around down town for awhile. Then came home & continued our never ending Harry Potter Marathon. & Talked about the old times when we were neighbors at this condo in Serra Mesa <3 Awh I miss it. I laugh so much when I’m with her.
Then after they left I caught up w/ Shelestial, my other bestfriend. (: Yay, she’s back from Arizona! We had like a 2 hour conversation. We talked about our weekends, & this boy, one of her neighbors, that’s been on my nuts for like ever. He’s so creepy! I swear. LOL & how we ditched him last Halloween to hang w/ Baby & Danny. What a mistake, we didn’t even get that much candy. -_____- Hahaha maybe this year we’ll go w/ David. LOL.
So I wore one of those jumper thingies today right? With the top & Shorts attatched. I ended up going out to eat pho w/ Yenny, Logan, Stacey’s friends, & Stacey (who I haven’t seen in years). After we ate I had to pee, so cuz of girl code, all the girls went. It was a single bathroom, & the only way for me to pee was to like take my whole jumper off, meaning I’d be peeing basically naked infront of everyone. Lmao it was so funny man. I was just sitting there on the toilet wearing only my bra & I couldn’t stop feeling awkward & laughing lol. I couldn’t even focus on peeing hahaha. So I had them run the water for some inspiration. Lmao I was like trying to cover myself with my purse. -_-
So today, woke up & cleaned the house a little. Then got ready & went to Shawn’s after he got off work. Mama let me drive finally. :D Lmao. Shawn’s dad & room mate are so cute I swear. Especially his room mate, yummy. (; He’s a personal trainer so he’s got the six pack thaang goin’ on, haaaaaaaay. Anyways, we started to watch Where the Wild Things Are but I started getting bored of it so we popped in HSM 3. Good shit good shit. (x Idt I will ever get tired of that movie.
Then came home a little while ago. Parris is being a little douche so fuck that. c(; Gonna go to eat & hang with Yenny instead. Bbl.
Mm today was interesting. Celestial left for camping in Arizona early this morning, so I missed her today. ): & Then lunch was kinda sad. Confrontations are the worst. But I gotta leave early cuz my tummy was hurting AGAIN -____- So I just slept for like an hour before my driving i9nstructor came. Then I had my first behind the wheel, lol. It was scary! (x My instructor was hella chill, she goes sky diving every weekend, how cool is that? & Now my mom HAS to take me driving (:< So Bahahaha.
Tonight I’m either watching Shreck with Shelby the turtle or a school play for extra credit. Idk yet.
& Then tomorrow going to Shawn’s to watch movies, then Parris is gonna come over & meet my mama & bake with me. :D
My ex’s cousin, who I used to be obsessed with but not in the “like him” kinda way, just texted me asking to hang out. His name in my phone is “PATRICK IS SUPER :D” lol. I used to think he was the coolest person ever hahahah, idk why. (x But I haven’t talked to him in like a year. This is very random…